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We are home in CT. This is really the last place I want to be right now. I just want to be with my Mom. More than anything. It was very difficult leaving her this morning. I wanted to stay to take care of her. We will see her in two weeks, but that seems so far away right now. Hopefully the time will pass quickly. We plan to spend the day with her the Monday after her birthday. We can't be there for her birthday because we will be in Mississippi for Rob's brother's wedding. It feels strange to be starting off a new year experiencing our "year of firsts" without my Dad from the beginning of the year. We have three birthdays in January, Jimmy, Mommy & Kaley. It will be different. I have no motivation right now. I feel like I have so much to do but I just don't feel like it. I'm sure that is normal. Daddy has only been gone one week. I know it will take time.