Leaving

We are leaving Beaver today. I don't want to go. I feel connected to Daddy here. I know he is in my heart and he is with me where ever I am, but I have this feeling, sitting in this house, that I can't explain. I just don't want to go. I want to stay longer. We spent the morning getting our things together and running errands for Mommy before we could leave town. We have to take care of things at a couple of banks and pick up a few things at the funeral home. We will go to Mommy's house tonight and then we have to go home tomorrow for Rob and Tessa to go back to school. Thankfully, Rob was able to get five bereavement days off so he didn't have to be back today. I didn't want Tessa to have to miss school, but we didn't have a choice. I don't know when we will be back, probably sometime in February. My heart is heavy.